Invisible me....surprise surprise

 Let me tell you a true story, one of many, but this one is really a zinger ...

You pick up a receipt from a scuba dive place and say, "have you done this already", with surprise in your voice...I'm actually dumbfounded. Like completely honestly wholeheartedly DUMBFOUNDED...speechless.

With snappy annoyance(as typical) you said "WHY are you LOOKING at me like that"?  I said, "Yea, August 23rd (18 days ago, day after your birthday, day after our icing on the cake fight) 

You : "I didn't know about this"

Me: "I came home with wet hair, I told you I was doing scuba, I even put it in text"

You: "I didn't remember" than you walked off with 2 of 3 of your life favorite things....cigarettes and phone.

Of course you didn't remember. Because you just don't give a fuck. If it's about me, you don't give a fuck, if it doesn't effect your life , you don't give a fuck.  How even you missed this. I don't recall if you were drunk, I'm sure you had some beer running through,,,,but WOW.

How could you POSSIBLY see us working.

Oh, and did you ask what I did at Scuba? Did I enjoy it? Will I go back? NOPE...why would you. You don't give a fuck.

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