Peace is finding me with leaving you
My friend told me. "You will know when it's time". I never fully understood that until last night. I'm done. I know I've said it before. But there is a peace inside me. I'm ready to close the chapter and file. It's no secret I've told you we are done. And in rare times you will say " I want to get us back and I don't know how I know. I need to fix things with me". But not a single thing ever changes. I wondered what triggered last night that my heart had flipped to an actual, I'm free of guilt and no longer scared to leave you. I'm ready to move on. I'm ready to let you go and start living my life. You living alone as you grow old is not my problem, in fact, I think that's who you are, a solo man. Your loneliness does not fall on me if that happens. I no longer feel guilty. I am free of that. I thought maybe it was "A" from your work. That perhaps your text message of a picture with an empty space in your ...